Thursday, December 10, 2009

Search Deep Inside

Always be urself whtever it costs, coz everyone is born with a talent that each one must detect by himself and re-charge it.. Always have faith that Allah is creating us in the best suitable way for living and adapting.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

A Perfect Mother

Since the moment I entered this world,
You have cared for me like no other.
There is only one word to describe you,
That is in every way a perfect Mother.

In the years you have watched me grow
So many memories we can now replay.
You've been there to love and protect me,
From my birth to this very day.

When there's a cloud covering my path,
Or a problem I am about to face.
You'll be the one wipe away my tears,
And put everything back in its place.

Your warm touch is one of a kind,
So gentle to send me to sleep.
Your voice is one of an angels,
A beauty only you deserve to keep.

The way you always make me smile
And the way you play with my hair.
When I need to talk, you'll put me first,
So I know how much you care.

The sun in your heart will continue,
To shine in the future in all you do.
The most special person in my life by far,
I'm happy to say is you!

Only One!!

There is one person in life
Who will touch us forever,
One person in our life
That can hold us together.

Through childhood and growth,
Through good times and bad,
Only one person in life
Will remember all that we've had.

From laughing and crying,
From confessing and denying,
There was always one person
Who knew when we were lying.

To be strong and be true,
To care and to love,
One person taught us
All of the above.

Took us to school and took us to practice,
Took us to events and took us to plays,
There was one person who did this,
In a single given day.

We recognize and thank you
For everything you do,
Yes, Mother, now you know...
That this only person is you.

You Will Never Know

You'll never know these true feelings I feel
For only you could they possibly be real.

You'll never know I dream of you at night
But only you could ever feel so right.

You'll never know what could really be there
Cuz your eyes stay shut so you're never aware.

You'll never know what words couldn't say
To open your eyes into feeling this way.

You'll never know I could be your one girl
To fulfill all dreams in your fantasy world.

You'll never know these feelings I've felt
For the little things you do that make me melt.

You'll never know cuz you're oblivious to see
All of these things that you do to me.

You'll never know these feelings I hide
Hoping you to have these feelings inside.

You'll never know these memories I hold
To keep me going, strong and bold.

You'll never know how hard this is to write
Because nothing describes these feelings quite right.

You'll never know what I'd truly like to say
To clue you into how I feel this way.

You'll never know cuz you're afriad to see
That the only one for you is me.

Whispers..

I wish I could tell you how much I care
but all I can do is sit and stare.

I don't know how to explain this pain
it's driving me crazy
not being able to let it out-
I think I'll go insane.

You are special to me
in so many different ways
I don't know exactly
what sets you apart from the rest
but you've stolen my heart
straight from my chest.

It was locked with a key
opened only by me
'cause I didn't want to let anyone else in
but I opened it to you and let you in
and again over my mind my heart wins.

A strong feeling can't be ignored
my heart has been whispering... have you heard?

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Love is..

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric..For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care..Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.

So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn..
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl..While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was..And how dumb she looked..Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless..That's life.

Carol never gave up though.She wanted to prove something to Eric.She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.She studied hard, really hard.She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.But she never forgot Eric.

Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.Always with the same words.'I care for you, and I always will'Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.Eric began to realise.How dumb he had been.His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.Was flirting with other guys.He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.For she had found a wealthier guy.Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.He went to look for Carol.He knelt on his knees, and said."Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.

She only uttered these words."You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"
Eric felt disappointed.He didn't understand a word that she said to him..But they became good friends..Did everything together.

Eric began to change into someone better.Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.They just accepted him for his looks.But Carol accepted him for himself .She changed him.Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.Saying that Carol was about to die.

She had been suffering from cancer.But Carol forbade them from telling him.Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.But now that she was about to die.She wanted to see Eric for the last time.

Eric rushed to the hospital..When he saw how weak Carol was..Tears began rushing down his cheeks..He whispered."Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"

She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him:
"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully."
Eric looked at her."You can't leave me!" he said."What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."
"Yes?"
"I love you" And she died.

Eric screamed.He still couldn't accept Carol's death.He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.

Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us..Until they leave us.. Until we lose them..Then we regret..Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts..It's better to tell someone how much you love them, Rather than not to tell them and lose them without telling them..You'll regret..
Love is: When we fight till the very last minute, Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

Story of Regret

There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.
Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.
Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.
On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still he just surged on.Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.
"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.
"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.
All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes.....perfection!!Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.
As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.
He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such cruel games with him? He cursed fate for taking her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his mistake!! That was in 1996.

The moral of this story is :Treasure what you have...Time is too slow for those who wait;Too swift for those who fear;Too long for those who grief;Too short for those who rejoice;But for those who love...Time is Eternity.
For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late.

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